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When
someone asks you to pray for them, or about something for them, do you stop and
pray for them right then? Or maybe you tell them that you will be praying for
them.
I
find that I will do either one, depending on how I am feeling at the time. I always
know that I should stop and pray for them right now, but other times I am
afraid I will pray for them and they will not receive the miracle they need. What
if that happens? Then I will have to figure out an excuse for why God didn’t
answer prayer. What if it causes them to believe that God isn’t real, or He
doesn’t really care about our needs. What if they never bother to pray again
because it didn’t do any good anyway?
I
end up having to rein myself back in and remember that God never has egg on His
face, so what am I worried about. Then I have to stop and realize I am living
in fear, and God doesn’t call us to do that. Besides, no matter how smart I think
I am, God is smarter. A whole lot smarter, and He knows what He is doing.
God
reminds me that it isn’t my job to make sure a prayer is answered. That is God’s
job, and He does it well. Sometimes we don’t think a prayer is being answered,
but one way or another, it is.
Pastor
Chris at our church was talking about that last Sunday. When someone asks us to
pray for them we are not to promise them we will pray. We need to stop right
then and pray with them. That is our part. The rest is up to God and He knows
exactly how to do it.
I
bowl on a bowling league every Thursday. A nice couple in the league have a
beautiful dog named Emma. She comes to bowling with them.
Last
week Emma showed up with four shaved areas with stitches where she had surgery.
Tammy, the owner, said she had four tumors removed, and the one in her abdomen
was very large, very deep, and the vet said she was sure it was cancer. The vet
sent the tumor to the lab to see if she got it all, and how bad it was. Tammy was
very scared.
When
Tammy wasn’t looking I laid my hands on Emma and prayed for her. Then I had to
ask myself what was going on. Was I ashamed? No, I know I am not ashamed of
being a Christian. So maybe I am afraid. I knew instantly that was the problem.
God
impressed on me that I was to tell Tammy I prayed for Emma, and then trust Him.
When
I told Tammy I had prayed she was very grateful. I also told her about a prayer
meeting I go to each Wednesday at our church. I said I would ask them to pray too.
I
prayed several times during the week. Then at the prayer meeting I told everyone
about it. I said I wanted Emma to be healed for her sake, and as a witness to
Tammy. We all prayed.
This
Thursday when I went to bowling I was anxious to hear if they had any news on
Emma yet. As I walked to my team’s lane I saw Emma standing there. To my
horror, her entire abdomen was completely wrapped in bandages. This looked way
worse than it had last week.
As
the doubting Thomas I am capable of being, I immediately started thinking about
how I was going to tell Tammy that we had prayed, and I was sorry it hadn’t
worked.
Then
I saw Tammy walking toward me. When she got to me she put her arms around me
and held me so tight it almost hurt, and she wouldn’t let go. I was expecting
her to burst into tears and tell me Emma was dying. Suddenly she started saying
“Thank you” over and over. She must have said it twenty or thirty times. Then she
looked into my face and told me the lab report said it was not even cancer at
all. It was just a cyst.
I
asked what the bandages were about and she said Emma had fluid collecting in
her abdomen so they drained it, and the bandages are keeping pressure there so
the fluid won’t collect again. The vet said Emma is going to be fine.
What
do you know. Even through all my doubts, God was in control.
I
asked Tammy if she knew who did this, and she said that she knew it was God. We
started talking about God and I told her she and her husband need to be in
church learning about God, and she agreed.
She
asked about our church and loved what she heard. She had a commitment this
weekend she couldn’t get out of, but she wants to start coming next Sunday.
This
was the goal in the first place. I wanted this to be a witness to Ron and Tammy
and draw to them to God.
If
I had allowed my fear to hold me back (and believe me, that is what I was doing
until God nudged me) none of this would have happened.
This
was a real lesson for me. God reminded me once again that we are not to live in
fear. When God tells us to pray for someone we need to do it, and then rest in
the assurance that God will work His plan. God cannot work through us if we do
not do our part.
So,
are you living in fear, or trusting in God? It can be a constant battle, but it
is worth the effort.
Think
about it.
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